better together

i'll always says we're better together

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Rasakan indahnya malam…

Hanya berdua dengan jiwamu sendiri….

Semua terasa damai..

Tanyakan padanya,

Wahai jiwa,

“ kapankah kau mau membahagiakanku?”

Dan diapun menjawab

“Kapanpun, karena aku bagian darimu”

seneng?

oke, pelajaran hari ini cuma satu.
"Kesenangan itu bukan cuma ditunggu biar waktunya pas,tapi harus dicari" *titik
dimana feeling lagi gak bagus, ikutin deh maunya kemana, misalnya cari suasana yg santai abis, dan gak terlalu rame, but must be cozy.. contohnya ya kalau saya ke coffee shop, bawa laptop, buku baru, sama satu orang teman yang memang se-spesies sama saya, yang sama-sama datang cuma buat cari tenang dan jangan lupa bawa game kesayangan, dijamin walau cuma 3 jam di cafe kerasa baru aja sejam,
so, kalau lagi stress gak usah mikirin yang lain deh, pikirin aja gimana caranya kita ketemu si kesenangan ringan itu.
so, saya lg bener-bener interested banget sama traveling plan ini, minggu besok udah natal minggu besoknya lagi udah tahun baru, rencananya maua ke bandung, trus langsung tancap ke jogja.. bahahaha, belum dibayangin udah ngences nih! tapi yang pasti ini obat banget buat semester disaster saya.. oke, doakan guys, semoga berjalan lancar! 


wish luck

unlucky day

Hari ini, dan dua hari diantara hari sebelum hari ini. Rasanya dunia kaya kebalik, haha, tau gak kenapa? Masa iya kerjaan saya gak ada yg bener, selain cerobohnya yg gak pernah absen. oh God.. am I Stupid, stupid girl? selalu konyol hadepin apa-apa.. kapan bisa dewasanya??kapann???
huuft, semester disaster ini memang dasyat bangetan!
ok, dimulai dari chef Sah-Ruk-an, sebenarnya namanya bukan itu, tapi emang mukanya mirip antara perpaduan si rendy saama si bintang bollywood itu, badannya yg tinggi, idungnya yg mancung, dan tampang yg item manis, makin saya kepengen triak-triak kalau ada sahrukan masak depan saya,haha.
dia salah satu dosen saya, di bidang pengolahan makanan, jangan harap deh dapet dia lagi, soalnya saya cicipin masakan sendiri sampe dihukum alpa, ngenes bangetan ini mah! untung cuma gantiin dosen yg ga bisa masuk skali, kalau tiap hari, lama-lama absen saya polos.
dan lengkap sudah kecerobohan saya, yang berhasil memecahkan 13 telur dalam 2 detik, hebattt!!!!
hukuman berjalan sudah...


 continue

pernah?

Pernah gak sih ngerasain kalau kita itu gak pantes buat hal-hal tertentu? misalnya ini gak adil banget, saya gak pantes diginiin. atau mungkin bisa jadi sama kaya yang saya rasain sekarang, 

ngerasa kalau seseorang yang ada dihati kita bener-bener hebat, dan kita kalah hebat? karena cuma bisa nyaksiin atau ngasih tampang nganga, belaga bego dengan segala kebisaannya. 
pantes gak sih aku buat kamu? but I'm truly adored you..
kadang kalau dipikir-pikir, saya ini orang yang susah berdamai sama diri sendiri, musuhan terus, karena gak pernah bisa lakuin sesuatu sampai maksimal.. am I know, who I am inside?
intinya saat ini saya merasa, kalau saya gak pantes untuk orang hebat, bersanding dgn orang yang luar biasa.. karena mungkin saya biasa-biasa saja,. hmm, 

after me, baby '3

you're still you...

Through the darkness
I can see your light
And you will always shine
And I can feel your heart in mine
Your face I've memorized
I idolize just you

I look up to
Everything you are
In my eyes you do no wrong
I've loved you for so long
And after all is said and done
You're still you
After all
You're still you

You walk past me
I can feel your pain
Time changes everything
One truth always stays the same
You're still you
After all
You're still you


And in this cruel and lonely world
I found one love
You're still you
After all
You're still you

-honey-

Something Missing

I'm not alone, I wish I was.
Cause then I'd know, I was down because
I couldn't find, a friend around
To love me like, they do right now.
They do right now.

I'm dizzy from the shopping malls
I searched for joy, but I bought it all
It doesn't help the hunger pains
and a thirst I'd have to drown first to ever satiate

Something's missing
And I don't know how to fix it
something's missing
And I don't know what it is
At all

When autumn comes, it doesnt ask.
It just walks in, where it left you last.
And you never know, when it starts
Until there's fog inside the glass around your summer heart:

Something's missing
And I don't know how to fix it
something's missing
And I don't know what it is
At all

I can't be sure that this state of mind, is not of my own design
I wish there was an over the counter test, for loneliness.
For loneliness like this.

Something's missing
And I don't know how to fix it
Something's missing
And I don't know what it is
No I don't know what it is
Something's different
And i don't know what it is
No I don't know what it is

Friends -check- Money -check-
A well slept -check- Opposite sex -check- Guitar -check- Microphone -check-
Messages waiting for me, when i come home-check-

How come everything I think I need, always comes with batteries
What do you think it means

How come everything I think I need, always comes with batteries
What do you think it means